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Monday, December 11, 2006

Mon, 11 Dec 2006 22:52:18 GMT

It is so sad... I mean I haven't seen my xanga site in what feels like years. So newest book I just finished... a grief observed by cs lewis, I highly suggest it. You can't be afraid to be unrested with the thoughts that surprise you in day to day life. So I need to figure out what to do with my life... well how to make a living incase anything ever happens to the husband I one day have. Yeah so if you feel liek leaving a message please do so and if you have any ideas leave those too. bye for now

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Wed, 10 May 2006 02:40:08 GMT

funny... I posted the same thing twice. Well this is a short boring post :) cause I have nothing to say.

Sunday, April 30, 2006

Sun, 30 Apr 2006 03:43:36 GMT

doing that which we need to do but don't want to do... is really hard sometimes :(

Sunday, April 30, 2006

Sun, 30 Apr 2006 03:42:31 GMT

umm... doing that which we need to do but don't want to do is kinda hard. :(

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 22:37:47 GMT

since we know we are fickle.... what are we going to do about it ?? hmm maybe nothing. Yeah so two days ago it dumped like four or five inches of snow, by that afternoon it was gone... never would have known. I am always amazed at how strange the weather is. I love it though.
Ever have one of those truth defining moments ? yeah I had one yesterday... but I feel like if I don't practice what has become evident to me, then it will all drift and fade away. :( But... I saw what God was trying to teach me play out today and it was so awesome... I don't ever want to forget.

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Sat, 22 Apr 2006 03:36:22 GMT

I think anyone who is creative or musical can also be really fickle and wishy washy. I can say this because i am one of " those " people and I think I can be all of the above. You know when you feel somthing and know something but nothing is said ?? yeah awkward and yet cool at the same time ? anyone know what I am talking about ? maybe I am the only one. Anywho... I need to sleep ...

Monday, April 17, 2006

Mon, 17 Apr 2006 02:46:05 GMT

birthday tomorrow... i am officially going to be an adult... what does that mean, oh really nothing much. It means I will eventually get more responsability ... and actually I don't mind that.

Thursday, April 13, 2006

Thu, 13 Apr 2006 01:42:07 GMT

okay so... I got surprised... parental units came in today. I knew something was up because everyone around me was being sketchy. I was eating staff lunch and there came my parents walking up. Perfect timing and they are gonna stay until saturday... so anyways...cool beans. Tomorrow they are taking me to do something for my birthday but I dont know what... we will see.

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Wed, 12 Apr 2006 00:44:32 GMT

so I am officially excited my parents are coming on friday... for the whole weekend, it will be beyond awesome to see them and saturday is my day off. I am ready to do some serious riding :) God is so good and yet people can be so stupid... the hardest thing to do is sit by and watch as a close friend is going down a totally horrible path, when you say all you can say then I guess you can still continue to pray. I hate it though. Sorry I am rambling on... a friend is going through some serious crap right now. :( I hate it for her....

Monday, April 03, 2006

Mon, 03 Apr 2006 21:17:37 GMT

I HAVE 15 MIN of work left... I am having to kill time cause I am not off but I don't have anything to do at the moment. This only happens whn I work in the office. Anyways... we have this highschool group here at the ranch, they are really funny. We have a cheerleader cabin, a jock cabin, and then a few nerdy ones. I find it interesting to watch. We have a square dance on tuesday... there are more girls than guys though so probably won't be needed as a dance partner. Oh and I am pumped... the parental units are coming up for a visit right around the old birthday... I am excited !